The trouble with bear-making is that it begins as a hobby, then worms its way into your soul and before you know it, you're running a business! That's how things happened for me anyhow ... and the trouble with running a business, is that before you know it, you no longer have a hobby ...
The perfect cross stitch kit for me?!
Every so often, I crave a totally un-bear related project and this year, I have decided to try my hand at cross-stitch. The odd thing is, despite making bears for my living, I have never been terribly confident with hand sewing. Yes, I can embroider a nifty nose, close a seam and twiddle a little with stitchery now and again, but I'm conscious that embroidery for me has always been a bit of a challenge. I blame it on being a hopeless leftie - while my right handed friends' stitches flowed in one beautifully neat, praiseworthy direction at school, mine were a confused, unpraiseworthy shambles!
Several of my sisters enjoy cross stitch and I am in awe of their expertise. I am approaching this project with an 'if they can do it, surely so can I?' attitude ... (whilst privately keeping my fingers and toes crossed that I don't make an utter 'big sister' fool of myself!)
My sister Lynda's beautifully neat cross stitch tapestry work ...
Being me is never straightforward. I'm not sure why I can't allow myself to take an uncomplicated approach to learning a new skill and simply purchase a simple kit, but no, much as I'd prefer it to be, that's really not my style and knowing me, I've probably bitten off far more than I will ever be able to chew. Ah well, if nothing else, I can safely say I had fun sourcing the perfect kit and the ideal daylight lamp ...
Several hours later ...
As I can never face bear-making straight after a show, I'm giving myself a spot of 'Paula time' this week in the hope I will bond with my latest hobby. I settled myself into my armchair today for a few intensive hours, familiarising myself with my sewing frame, threads and charts; needless to say it didn't begin well ... several restarts later, I have what to me looks a totally inadequate amount of sewing to show for my time and now I'm wondering whether I can spare ten years or so to actually complete this latest project!